charlie brown and other kids

so.. kids are full of surprises.
unlike adult.
I teach some kids of 3-8 yo
they really surprise me most of the time
they really do have potential, like all of them.
I never teach anyone who doesn't have any potential except mommy's boy who hide behind his mommy's ass.
by the way, spoiling your kids ain't helping anyone, you, other people and especially your kid.
they will only know how easy life is. which is not at all.
I hope they will be the most successful people in their field.

heaven or hell?

the pastor from my church once said.
a home have 2 roles that you can choose in your life,
one...
home can be your heaven
two...
home can be your hell

as I see many marriages fails it scares me.

I'm planning a wedding this year and it's not easy,
me, working 11 hours a day (including weekends)
him, working on a project in other city which took long hours road and out-of-my-budget plane tickets.

they say, your biggest test as a couple is when you're planning a wedding together, which only one day event and marriage is a lifetime affair.

and now I'm wondering...

how hard it is to make your home your heaven?

hollow

Karena ternyata rumah di Semarang banyak keropos sana-sini dan Chocobi, Cosmo jadi kehujanan sampe mepet-mepet mesin cuci *nangis dalem ati* jadilah sekarang dibenerin, ganti ini itu.
Jadi, karena banyak tukang dan banyak debu, keponakan dan kakak ngungsi ke jakarta dulu tinggal bareng gue.

Setiap hari bangun pagi jam 7 si keponakan udah bangun, walopun dia ga nangis tapi dia bangunin orang di sebelah-sebelahnya di sundul-sundul ato ditempelin gitu, terus kalo gue udah bangun dia ngajakin ketawa.
Gue pun jadi suka gantian sama kakak buat jagain dia, main rattle, pencet-pencet piano, peek-a-boo, ajakin ngobrol, dengerin ocehan "haaa.... huuuu.... waaaa...weee....gaaaa....." dan pretend dia lagi cerita sesuatu, nyanyiin lagu kesukaannya "Balonku" (kalo dinyanyiin dia langsung girang), ganti pampers, bikin susu, berantem sama jempolnya biar dia mau minum susu, gendong-gendong biar sendawa habis minum susu, dan nungguin tidur.

Setelah dua minggu akhirnya hari ini keponakan pulang ke Semarang belum tau kapan gue bisa pulang ke Semarang lagi karena di sini jelas belom bisa di tinggal.

Sepulang kerja masuk ke rumah yang kosong yang biasanya rasanya seneng akhirnya pulang ke rumah sendiri ga ada siapa-siapa sekarang rasanya hollow...

sebel.

kangenn